Praises!! Praises!! Praises!!

I went to see Dr. Wilson yesterday, and he is such a blessing. He is so positive and encouraging. It is awesome to go to a Doctor who knows God's amazing powers.

The next step: We are going to do HSG Test to make sure that I don't have blocked tubes. I am a little nervous about the procedure, but I am excited to make sure that everything is flowing okay. I am hopeful that there is a chance that we will be blessed with a baby.

I am having my HSG test on Tuesday, May 2nd at 8:00 am. I am a little nervous now. Lord, please give me some peace about this procedure. Please allow my tubes to be fully open and ready for the egg to pass through. I pray that this test will be a breeze, and that I will be fully functional.

All Will Be Well

"He helps us to go to sleep at night with a stronger sense of the power of good & an understanding that He is protecting us from evil. He hasn't assured us that we will always get our way; He has promised that He is the WAY. And in His way, despite our suffering, we can safely trust that all will be well. " -Nichole Johnson

All will be well! All will be well! I cling to that today. I am starting my 5th round of Clomid. I can't believe that I have been on this medicine for 5 months already. I am so thankful that it is helping my body work correctly. However, it does get so tiring to have to always be thinking about what you are taking and how much and when, etc.... However, despite all of my suffering and longing, I can trust that all will be well.

I may never hold a child born from my body, but all will be well! Thank you, Lord, that you are in control! I thank you for loving me and holding me. I also thank you for the struggles and trails that bring me closer to you. I love living in your light and love!

All will be well!! I can say that with complete cofidence! All will be well!! Praise your holy name!

Cry Out To Jesus!

Oh, how I wish I had a Bible here to pour through. I desperately want to search through scripture to settle all of the selfishness that I have pulsing through my veins. My bil has a wonderful work opportunity that will take him and his family to Amarillo. Amarillo? I should be so excited because it is still in Texas. However, I have gotten so use to the idea of them just being down the road in Fort Worth. Oh, I am so selfish! I am so disappointed in the way I have allowed selfishness to overtake my joy. Also, my husband is starting a job tonight that will keep him away 6 night a week. Talk about selfishness. I am sick because I am so selfish and want him at home. I am sick at the way I am behaving. Pathetic actually. Oh, how I wish I had scripture to pour through.

As far as baby Nabors, I am 12 days past ovulation. Which means that I will know this weekend if this month was a success or a bust. My body & my crazy emotions are telling me that it was another bust. I know God's timing is ALWAYS right. However, have I mentioned that I am so selfish, and I want things the way I want them?

Oh, Sweet Jesus, I cry out to you. I beg that you take this selfish monster away and replace it with joy and compassion for the feelings and desires of those around me. I worry way too much about how I am affected instead of looking at how others are. I love you, Lord! I need only You! I need only YOU!!! Oh, how I love you so!!!

Our World Is About To Change

Holy & Most Precious Father,
I lift up our life to you. I am so thankful that you have blessed us with a home that has plenty of space. I thank you for bringing my sister, and her family home to Texas. Jason and I looking so forward to having them there with us. I pray a blessing over our home that it may be a place that totally glorifies you and allows us the chance to show your goodness, mercy, grace and love. Father, I lift up my home to you. I ask that you be in complete control of all the words spoken there and actions there. Thank you, Lord for being faithful! AMEN!

I am too excited! My sister, Amy, her husband, RW, and their two children, Tucker - 2 and Tanner -2months are on their way to our home. They have decided that it is time to move back to Texas. Our family is beyond excited. All of us want to wrap our arms around them and welcome them home!