"Though it tarries, wait for it; For it will certainly come, it will not delay." Habakkuk 2:3

Oh, how I get caught up in the longing. I have been deep in scriptures today desperately searching for answers to different things Jason and I have talked about trying in order that we have a baby.

In the Romans 14:5 it states" One person reguards one day above another, another reguards every day alike. Each person must be fully convinced in his own mind." This means that you must make up your mind and figure out your own convictions. I know without a shadow of a doubt certain things that I do not want to do in order to become pregnant. However, I do not feel a conviction about others. I am truly searching today.

One thing I did find that makes me smile. Women in the bible who were barren and had their womb opened had children that did amazing things for God. Elizabeth had John the Baptist. Hannah had Samuel. Jason and I are both in prayer that when this time of wait is over, we will be blessed with a child that will bring great joy to God and be an amazing asset to His kingdom.

My Precious Husband

I just got one of the most amazing emails ever. Jason wrote the following, "Thank you. Thanks for being loyal, faithful and loving. You are a jewel in my crown. You are my treasure stored up in heaven that I have received early and forever."

I am constantly impressed by his love for our Father. We had an amazing service yesterday at church. Jason left knowing we had some hard changes to make in our world. He was sure that we needed to rid our home of anything that would cause us to stumble or cause anyone else to question our faith and love for Jesus Christ.

I have to admit. It was hard to say ok to some of his decisions, but I can see God working through him. I know one day we will stand much stronger and healthier than we are today, and we will look back and be amazed at the areas where God's hand blessed Jason's faithfulness in our home.

I am so thankful that he is mine.